To those who may be even remotely concerned:
Welcome to my new recovery project. If this were EDA (eating disorders anonymous) I would stand up and say something along the lines of "hello, my name is gIp and I am addicted to starvation".
...yes, I am a (recovering) anorexic, if you must pathologize the condition that i personally find an utterly repulsive vicegrip or vacancy and self absorbtion which I am finding quite difficult to shake. This is my newest theraputic effort as all others have failed to dull the fire of obsession and allow me to escape. Maybe if the "team" of therapists, nutritionists and physicians assigned to my 5 foot 7 105 pound frame cannot break the cycle of self imposed destruction I can. Infact I have become increasingly convinced, as others try to "help" more and more that the only one who can stop my downfall is me. Only I can find a path back to the kitchen, pick up a fork and dig back in to a normal life.
...so the journey begins (wish me luck?)
